My main blog’s new layout, featuring Avril lavigne and her song My Happy Ending which is a reason for me to like her.

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Ashton Kutcher’s married to Demi Moore. WTF?! And that news made me sad. I am an Ashton fangirl. *sigh*

Me
I’m someone you may not know
someone who may love you so
someone who create crappy rhymes
when she feels like wasting time

sometimes I can be full of angst
many find me cute ‘coz of my bangs
most were annoyed by my presence
but many will cry ‘coz of my absence

I love poetry, goth and writing
witchcraft music and reading
I consider myself a blogger
and sometimes a fun-sucker

I’m not witty nor smart
I just have a big heart
I could love just about anyone
trust me, you’ll cry when I’m gone

I love to be called princess
and considers my prince priceless
I loves him so much
I just miss his touch

I’ve got tons of friends
though a social outcast
I’ve got a helping hand to lend
but she won’t trust you that fast

I’m someone who loves nice and sweets
but be bad to me, yeah, I can be a bitch
you won’t stand a freakin’ chance
run away, you’ll just wet your pants

see how rude this poem could be?
I’m not what you really see
so observe before judging me
that would make everybody happy

and so, peace to all of you
and remember, I love you too
please, this is my poem, don’t sue
nor copy and edit, or else, F.U.

and my poems ends here
review this one, have no fear
I might email you if I like
‘coz I’m Garette, the cutest psyche

ASTIG!!! Yep, made that one, so it’s copyrighted!!!

Officially back. Midterm’s finally over and I still haven’t finished reading book six due to the fact that every scene freaks me out, turns out that JK’s creativity turned out into this fangirl sort of fic, what’s with the snogging and all that stuff?! I’m still at chapter 17, I can’t believe I’m actually losing interest to read the book, if it hadn’t been for the "Dumbledore’s Dead" and "Draco cried" Spoiler, I wouldn’t read that. See, I told you, I would just give the book an angsty review.

Anyway, we’re talking about this show and tell of these so called "Multi-factor theory, about 7 intelligence". I’ve picked intrapersonal and linguistic intelligence because I’m very sensitive to my emotions and I expressed them through poems.

I recited my poem, Sana’y naiiisip mo, then all of a sudden, I felt my knees wobbling, the eyes beginning to wet and my voice was cracking. I never realized I was crying at the middle of the class.

My prof. asked me what’s the reason, if is it because I’m shy to talk in front or if it about the poem. I told her the truth, I’m so touched after reading it. Prof. told me she wants a copy of the poem itself. And now, I don’t know my grade for that quiz ‘coz I never finished my so-called presentation.

After that incident, they borrowed my printed poems. Guess what, my printed, copyrighted poems are spreading all over the classroom, they’re actually reproducing it for themselves, the original copy I’ve printed? I don’t know where the hell it is right now. I just hope they’ll give me credit or something if ever they’ll reproduce it to share with others.

I’ve finally found the English Version for Utada’s First Love.

Artist : Jessa Zaragoza
Title : First Love

once in a while you are on my mind
i think about the days that we had and i
dream if this would all come back to me

if only you knew every moment in time
love lingers on in my heart
just like your memories
how i want here to be with you once more

you are always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh don’t say no.

you are always gonna be the one in my life
so true and i believe that i can never find
somebody like you my first love

once in a while you are in my dreams
i can feel the warmth of your embrace
and i pray that one day you’d come back to me

if only you knew every moment in time
love lingers on in my heart
just like your memories
how i long here to be with you once more

you will always be inside my heart
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
please don’t say no.

now and forever you are still the one in my heart
so true i believe i can never find
somebody like you my first love

you are always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh don’t say no.

you are always gonna be the one
so true and i believe that i can never find
now and forever love

My fave pics for the moment:

(taken last Saturday, Sept. 3 ‘05)

COLLEGE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO FUN!!!

I am losing hope… And for that, here’s this sad song by Utada Hikaru… First Love

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
    the last kiss
    tasted like tobacco
    a bitter and sad smell

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n’ darou
Dare wo omotte ‘ru n’ darou
    tomorrow, at this time
    where will you be?
    who will you be thinking about?

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I’ll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
    you are always gonna be my love
    even if I fall in love with someone once again
    I’ll remember to love
    you taught me how
    you are always gonna be the one
    it’s still a sad song
    until I can sing a new song

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite ‘ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari
    the paused time is
    about to start moving
    there’s many things that I don’t want to forget about

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite ‘ru
Anata wo omotte ‘ru n’ darou
    tomorrow, at this time
    I will probably be crying
    I will probably be thinking about you

You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
    you will always be inside my heart
    you will always have your own place
    I hope that I have a place in your heart too
    now and forever you are still the one
    it’s still a sad song
    until I can sing a new song

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I’ll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever…
    you are always gonna be my love
    even if I fall in love with someone once again
    I’ll remember to love
    you taught me how
    you are always gonna be the one
    it’s still a sad song
    until I can sing a new song

This is a bit confidential, more of like uhm, a private entry that’s why I encoded it like this. I have no idea if this is exactly what I’ve written in english when you translate it, oh well. It’s a message for someone.

私は私は申し分なくあること私が、私もどって来ることを私が大学に入ったので私はあなたなしで完全にだけ、生命吸う、私望む感じることを是認しなければならないふりをするのに、私の親愛なる王子愛する。私はまだまだ気遣うことを望んでいる。私は永久にそして常に愛する。

私はこれがちょうどすべてふりをするだったことをあなたから聞きたいと思わない。よい女優はないのでそうで私が愛することを公正でないふりをすることでないのであれば、私公正単独でこの1 つの理由、私実際に愛する私の王子、私ふりをしていないである。

- Garette

"私はあなたが私をいかに… 私の最初愛"
- Utada Hikaru 教えた愛を覚えている

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